who am I?

I cannot say. you see me wondering day by day. who am I? I am a tower of cards. growing and falling over the yard. who am I? I wish i knew. everytime you want to know, I have no clue. so who am I? I have to decide. go crazy, get lost, get wise and go wild. I have to let reason and passion be my left and my right. no more divided than day is from night. I have to unite my art, my head and my heart. the more i do that, I won’t fall apart.